Your presence still feels so fresh. I try to convince myself that everything is all right but ultimately, the harsh reality dictates that you have parted forever. We will never meet face to face not will we ever smile to each other. Brother, i take back those hurtful words and unjust actions back which i hate myself for over and over again for right now. The whole world seems to have stopped without meaning. This wound will never be healed. I lie at night and can't stop thinking and when i wake, i can't stop sobbing.
I'm grateful that you were here as my brother in this life and in the next, i will want to be there for you this time. I only wish to meet you again to tell you all those words that will always remain unsaid and emotions that were untold. The honor was always mine. Rest in peace.